Look what happened to me after a month


So a lot of things have been happening for the past month or so. To sum it all up, I met another girl who's driving me nuts (more on that later), I just came back from Hong Kong last Sunday, and this Wed-Thurs me and the boys had an overnight in Tagaytay and lastly, Friday, I had my interview in Netopia and performed in Karen's party. Phew! What a week!!

So back to that girl I mentioned, her name is Sam. I met her through my A-ma, because my A-ma and her A-ma are barkada, so they decided to play match up with their grand-children! At first I really treated Sam as a buddy only because she was really easy to get along with, and she already has a bf (but he's back there in the UK). But as we hung out more, strangely, the more I got into her. It's just crazy, last month I kept on talking about Marian, and now I'm crazy for another girl, whos going back to the UK next Thursday, has a bf and is not sure that she's coming back home when she graduates. Which ever way you look at it, it's just wrong. I know it and everybody knows it, but I just can't help it. Frustrating as hell and I can't do anything about it. Oh well tomorrow is her birthday, I don't know if tonite we're still going to hang out or not, I have a feeling it's going to be not. Might just go to starbucks hang out there and have a few smokes. Don't feel like staying home tonite. Jesus, why does it always sucks to be me...