Used?
I just came back from bringing Queenie and Pam home. *UGH* Why do they live so far away from me?? FYI, they came here btw because the needed help with their computer project. I just feel so used all the time. I mean, I really don't expect any reward from them, it's just that I'm just tired from following their "orders". But then again, Queenie is my best friend, but sometimes she just goes too far... Man, I'm just so confused right now, Don't know what to do. As always, I hope the answers come to me soon......
Thursday, March 28, 2002
Friday, March 22, 2002
Nothing to report really
As expected, even though my folks are gone, I still have a boring life. Nothing cool as really been happening. It's just the same routine day in day out. ARGH!! I should at least do something before they come back and not waste this chance, but DAMN it, I can't of anything to do and who to invite to go out with. Queenie would be the best candidate, but damn! After that saturday night, I'm thinking twice again if I want to go that far out again. Well worse comes to worse, I think I'll ask her out or something. Anyways this really sucks! Maaaaaaaaaaaan my uncle just told me awhile ago that I should socialize some more. That made me feel bad and started to realize I should really do. But don't get me wrong, I do socialize but I really dont like going out at night that much. Maybe I'm just so used to not going out because of my damn curfew and the places that my freinds go are really not my cup of tea. Ahh FRELL it, I don't care this is my life and I choose how to live it.
As expected, even though my folks are gone, I still have a boring life. Nothing cool as really been happening. It's just the same routine day in day out. ARGH!! I should at least do something before they come back and not waste this chance, but DAMN it, I can't of anything to do and who to invite to go out with. Queenie would be the best candidate, but damn! After that saturday night, I'm thinking twice again if I want to go that far out again. Well worse comes to worse, I think I'll ask her out or something. Anyways this really sucks! Maaaaaaaaaaaan my uncle just told me awhile ago that I should socialize some more. That made me feel bad and started to realize I should really do. But don't get me wrong, I do socialize but I really dont like going out at night that much. Maybe I'm just so used to not going out because of my damn curfew and the places that my freinds go are really not my cup of tea. Ahh FRELL it, I don't care this is my life and I choose how to live it.
Sunday, March 17, 2002
Freedom?
So guess what? My folks left for abroad and they left me all alone back at home. Been doing alot of "work" with my ps2 *hehe* In fact, just finished my Metal Gear session 30 mins ago. I'm now recovering on how that game ROCKS!! Well got really nothing to say right now. This week was quite crazy. Lot of crazy things happend to some people I know... Well anyways its 1:30 am have to wake up at around 10 to go out...
So guess what? My folks left for abroad and they left me all alone back at home. Been doing alot of "work" with my ps2 *hehe* In fact, just finished my Metal Gear session 30 mins ago. I'm now recovering on how that game ROCKS!! Well got really nothing to say right now. This week was quite crazy. Lot of crazy things happend to some people I know... Well anyways its 1:30 am have to wake up at around 10 to go out...
Wednesday, March 13, 2002
School Sucks
Ok ok, I know I shouldn't be ranting like this like a little child, but honestly, I'm so freakin tired of my routine. It's just every week I do the same thing over and over again!! It's just driving me up the wall now!! I need some more excitement, some spice or just SOMETHING!! In an hour or so, I'll be getting ready for accounting class and *sigh* here we go again. Hmm it's kinda weird, it's just not me feeling this kind of boredom, I reconfirmed with Pong and Pam and they said the exact words. I really don't know whats happening here *lol* another plague maybe?? All I know is, I'm just tired of my rinse, wash, repeat lifestyle.... Any suggestions?
Ok ok, I know I shouldn't be ranting like this like a little child, but honestly, I'm so freakin tired of my routine. It's just every week I do the same thing over and over again!! It's just driving me up the wall now!! I need some more excitement, some spice or just SOMETHING!! In an hour or so, I'll be getting ready for accounting class and *sigh* here we go again. Hmm it's kinda weird, it's just not me feeling this kind of boredom, I reconfirmed with Pong and Pam and they said the exact words. I really don't know whats happening here *lol* another plague maybe?? All I know is, I'm just tired of my rinse, wash, repeat lifestyle.... Any suggestions?
Sunday, March 10, 2002
My not so perfect weekend
After how many months of staying home on a saturday night, I finally was able to go out with Queenie and my other freinds. Let's just say I really didn't enjoy my self, there are just a lot of reasons to why last night wasn't a blast, but let's just leave that out shall we? Generally, I was bored. Nothing really exciting happend last night, just a normal night out with the people who I see everyday *lol*. I guess thats why I wasn't so thirlled about last night. I think I'd rather go out with Sheilla and the others, they are more, hmmm lively I guess, but I'm not saying that yesterday's group was boring, It was just too quiet for me. Also, I hated the music hahaha so I guess that ruined my night!
After how many months of staying home on a saturday night, I finally was able to go out with Queenie and my other freinds. Let's just say I really didn't enjoy my self, there are just a lot of reasons to why last night wasn't a blast, but let's just leave that out shall we? Generally, I was bored. Nothing really exciting happend last night, just a normal night out with the people who I see everyday *lol*. I guess thats why I wasn't so thirlled about last night. I think I'd rather go out with Sheilla and the others, they are more, hmmm lively I guess, but I'm not saying that yesterday's group was boring, It was just too quiet for me. Also, I hated the music hahaha so I guess that ruined my night!
Thursday, March 07, 2002
My not so perfect day
Thought today would be a really fine day (finally), because Elaine's boyfreind got sick today. This all started when I was doing an activity inside the Computer Lab in our school, then suddenly somebody tapped me on the shoulder. What do you know, it was Elaine and that no good sob wasn't with her. I thought he must be late or something, then she told me that she was waiting over an hour for him (aww poor her). And more surprises come, Sheilla and Pong come inside the same computer lab and told Elaine that her boyfreind was sick (via cell phone). *Ping* It hits me that I rarely get this kind of luck and I really expected my day will be perfect, but unfortunately, I really didn't get to talk to her too much. She was kinda like avioding me, but not in a obvious manner. I understand her actions, I mean who wouldn't with the history that we had. So the lesson learned here is, never expect too much out of your day, because you can crash bad! Although I still enjoy these unexpected surpises, it's times like these that makes you feel good that you're alive...
BTW, don't you just hate it when the prof says: Elaine CHUA instead of Chan?
Thought today would be a really fine day (finally), because Elaine's boyfreind got sick today. This all started when I was doing an activity inside the Computer Lab in our school, then suddenly somebody tapped me on the shoulder. What do you know, it was Elaine and that no good sob wasn't with her. I thought he must be late or something, then she told me that she was waiting over an hour for him (aww poor her). And more surprises come, Sheilla and Pong come inside the same computer lab and told Elaine that her boyfreind was sick (via cell phone). *Ping* It hits me that I rarely get this kind of luck and I really expected my day will be perfect, but unfortunately, I really didn't get to talk to her too much. She was kinda like avioding me, but not in a obvious manner. I understand her actions, I mean who wouldn't with the history that we had. So the lesson learned here is, never expect too much out of your day, because you can crash bad! Although I still enjoy these unexpected surpises, it's times like these that makes you feel good that you're alive...
BTW, don't you just hate it when the prof says: Elaine CHUA instead of Chan?
Wednesday, March 06, 2002
Tuesday, March 05, 2002
Sabaw!! (soup)
Well things haven't been really all that sweet and colorful. Ugh I can't believe Elaine keeps coming back in my head (but what's new ey?) Oh well at least it ain't as bad as before. As I said, nothing really has been stirring up my world. Same old boring life. Still no direction, still no life and most of all still no Elaine. Sigh, life sucks sometimes when you get to know it.
Also, Pam is really feeling down and really shitty. Man if you hear the things that she gone through today, you wont wonder why. I hope things turn out for the best of her, because she is really becoming desperate. I'm also trying to help her out in some ways. I don't know whether or not if she is going to the movies with me as I'd promised her so that she'd cheer up a bit... Anyways, either way, I'm glad that we are talking again....
Well things haven't been really all that sweet and colorful. Ugh I can't believe Elaine keeps coming back in my head (but what's new ey?) Oh well at least it ain't as bad as before. As I said, nothing really has been stirring up my world. Same old boring life. Still no direction, still no life and most of all still no Elaine. Sigh, life sucks sometimes when you get to know it.
Also, Pam is really feeling down and really shitty. Man if you hear the things that she gone through today, you wont wonder why. I hope things turn out for the best of her, because she is really becoming desperate. I'm also trying to help her out in some ways. I don't know whether or not if she is going to the movies with me as I'd promised her so that she'd cheer up a bit... Anyways, either way, I'm glad that we are talking again....
Monday, March 04, 2002
Moving again
Damn geocities just told me that I won't be having access to their ftp manager after April. Well I stil can store files but it won't be publishing. UGH thanks alot!!! I just moved a couple of months ago, now I have to do it again... That's why I haven't been posting anything for the past couple of days. I'm looking for a good and free webhost. I signed up for Bravenet, but they still havent given me the green light yet.... UGHHH If anyone knows a good webhost please email me or post something in the comment box! Thanks!!
Damn geocities just told me that I won't be having access to their ftp manager after April. Well I stil can store files but it won't be publishing. UGH thanks alot!!! I just moved a couple of months ago, now I have to do it again... That's why I haven't been posting anything for the past couple of days. I'm looking for a good and free webhost. I signed up for Bravenet, but they still havent given me the green light yet.... UGHHH If anyone knows a good webhost please email me or post something in the comment box! Thanks!!
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