Super long weekend!!

It's the holy week and I'm having a 4 day weekend. Today was really special in particular. I baked with hun and her friend Rica. Hehe glad that the cookies were made tasted good, a little bit in the sweet side, but nevertheless good 8) After that we brought Rica home and Hun had to buy something at shangri-la, she had to buy her Chi-latte tea, she's addicted to that stuff! After that we spent the whole afternoon together, saw a movie and had dinner with Jomark and Claire.

Then came to our talk tonite before hun went home. It's the usual "when will her parents accept me". Honestly, I'm really scared, frustrated and a little bit mad. Sometimes I just want to scream in my frustration. Why can't we just be happy together, we never did anything wrong. All I did was love her with all my heart and to be completly sincere. Now that I found someone like her, she has to be taken away from me. I sometime pray to God every night that, that doesn't happen. And sometimes I ask him why? Why can't I be with her? Why do her parents see me that way? Why can't I just be happy for once? Now that I love her even more, it's just harder for me to let go of her. Now that my bond with hun is really becoming stronger now, it's just more painful if her parents will tear us apart . A thought that I hope will never come true...