Trying Hard to Forget

It's really weird that Yahna keeps coming back to my memories. Knowing what she has done to me, my brain still forces me to remeber her for some reason I don't know why. Checked her picture over at her Friendster profile, and God she's still looking good as ever. DAMN IT SNAP OUT OF IT!! Don't understand why this has to happen right now, been thinking of her a little bit last night, remebering what we did when we went out. I try really hard not to send a text message to her, but it's so tempting, but in the back of my mind that she wouldn't reply to my text anyways, I still want to do it. GOD I'm such an idiot. Why must I torture myself like this always.....