HOME! (Finally)


Well I'm finally back home!! I really had a grand time in Thiland!! Good food, nice culture and HOT CHICKS!!! Oh well enough of that I'm really kinda upset about something... And it's really weird that I'm upset about this... Queenie has this guy she likes and she told him how she felt about the guy.... But guess what? This guy likes queenie too so they are in this sort of Mutual Understanding... But the problem here is that, this guy has a girlfriend already and thier dillema is how they will fix everything up... Right now they are trying to fix this up and I hope they find thier answer soon... But why should I be so affected? I mean I only like her as a friend and that's it.... I think I'm just kinda jealous and stuff that she found someone although she is in a tight situation right now.... But then again she still found someone to like...... I wish I could be like that with Elaine............. Kept on thinking about her while I was on my trip........... Sigh here we go again.....

Bloggin in THILAND


Hey hey!! I'm in Thiland right now in some sort of small internet cafe... I couldn't stand being off line for 4 days!! Need to get my fixx from the net *haha* Anyways I'll be going home tommorow... I'm just waiting for my folks to come to this mall because they are busy doing something... Thiland is really a nice place... Lots of temples to see and they have a very rich culture... Well on the other hand I've been silent too for the past few days... Not too much people to talk to since I'm surrounded with adults literally... But hey I've been looking around also and the girls here are FINE!!!!! Phew! They are soooo fine I wish I could come back again *lol*... Hmmm nothing much really to say now so I'll guess ill be checking out and going to pay the fee which is 2 bhat a minute hmm pretty expensive i might say... Well thats it see ya all tommorow!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!


Well it's 10:44pm here, a couple more hours it's already Christmas!!! MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL OF YOU!!!!! Mannnnn I'm going to leave also tommorow as I mentioned... So I posting today for tommorow's sake!!! Well that's it guys! Merry Christmas again and may you have a happy new year!!!

Christmas Vacation


Just woke up right now and it's kinda late already, but who cares I'm on a holiday *hehe*.... I'll be leaving tommorow for Thiland with my family... Yes yes it Christmas day tommorow, but my mom figured that not so many people would be leaving that day, thus making the airport less crowded... Makes sense to me... But I'm really not thrilled on going to Thiland... I guess because of my last trip, when I went to the states, I really did not have anyone to talk to... Since I'm the only child I always go with the adults... *sigh* in other words despite the sight seeing, it might be a boring trip for me... That's why I'm not all that excited and stuff.... I wish I didn't have to go.... I don't mind not going, but hey! It's christmas so I'll just give them a chance this time... See ya on the 30th!!!

It's Not So Bad Afterall...


Well today is another day so why waste it on moping around? I'm just trying to accept my failure and try to keep my head up high... It's the holidays so why beat it?? Queenie and I talked over the phone this morning, but it was short... She was just checking up on how I was doing from yesterday... I really felt bad because I really didn't say much, but I apologized just now and said that I wasn't just really in the mood... I also said thanks for being concenrned and for cheering me up... Well I'm once again stuck in the house... I've plan my day by watching a couple of DVDs... Final Fantasy and Tomb Raider... I'll start with Tomb Raider since I've never seen it yet then after a few minutes. I'll watch Final Fantasy.........Again I just want to start over... Forget what I posted yesterday... I was just sooo frustrated.... Merry Christmas to you guys and I mean it this time....

Out of the Storm, but Bearly Breathing


Hey I'm back from this terrible terrible week.... I just got my grades today... I passed everything except for that stupid accounting class!! More than 20 of us failed the subject.... This is such a great holiday that I'll be busy most of the time fixing this mess... Fixing my schedlues, subjects bla bla bla bla...... I'm going to unwind tonite by playing some on line games.... Life is sweet ain't it?? Oh yeah a Merry Christmas too *sigh* I wish.....

What a Christmas!

Damn it!! I just told my parents I might fail accounting this term and boy were they mad!! My mom said "Nobdy Fails in Collage!"... So I so pressured now to pass the freakin course!!!!! Arrrrrrrghhhhhhh!!!!! Can't take it anymore!!!!!!! Damn it Damn it damn it!! I have lot's of things to accomplish also for this week!! So this is the time of the term where I go CRUNCH time again!!! See you in a few weeks or so....

ACCOUNTING SUCKS!!!!

I know you guys are tired of really hearing this all over again, but I need to let it out... ACCOUNTING SUCKS ASS!!!!!!! Damn it!!! I need to get a grade of 80% to be able to pass the subject!!! But it seems that 80 is reallllllllyyyyyyyy sketchy for me... I don't think I'll be able to pass this term, so I'm preparing my self for the worse.... Think possitively you say??? I tried that before, I even ran it through my mind a million times, but I don't think it will work this time... *sigh* Why the hell do we need accounting in our lives... You have accountants to do that right???


Btw, on a lighter note... I added a comment link below as you can see before you... So if you want to comment about my posts, please do so!! I'm really curious on how many people actually read about my stupid life... But I doubt many really do...

Not Going My Way

This was another crazy day that God gave me... First of all, I had to set up the video of Elaine's group (the video they took yesterday)... And I really made a bad mistake of forgetting the AV cable in Franco's house, so I wasn't able to edit thier commericials... Kinda dissapointing, but the show had to go on... It went smoothly althought thier commercials were hard to understand because of the lack of editing... Second, I took some digital photos of my classmates in the classroom... We asked the teacher to come and join in but some asshole shouted out "Wag na yan" or in english "Don't include her"... Damn was she upset!! At first I thought the prof. was kidding around... She asked me if I took a video during the Photos... I wasn't so I told her so... She pinned it down on my classmate who I think he was really innocent... But she told him that find the person who did that or he remains guilty... Man it's just really screwed up!! But the fun doesn't end there! It's also related to the photos, we have this classmate who is a local celebrity... She really is pretty and popular... And I was able to get a photo of her with my classmates in it of course.... But the shirt she was wearing was kinda low-cut so her clevage was showing a little... So some of my immature classmates wanted the action and kept on bugging me about her picture... I told them to grow up and respect the person!! But boys will be boys! They were taunting me and told me that I was just selfish and stuff, but I really wasn't... Hey don't get me wrong there, I'm not gay, but I respect people, females especially... The pictures are now uploaded in my yahoo briefcase, now to be seen by those freaks... I don't know... Peer pressure got to me I guess that's why I uploaded it... Maybe the reason I hessitated to upload was I've got this crush on her *hehe* but she never does notice me in class... *haha* Anyways is it wrong to just like someone?! The term will end soon, so I guess I won't be seeing too much of her anymore... I don't know who cares I shouldn't be ranting and trying to figure out these childish issues... Is it time to grow up? Or is it just normal??? I don't know anymore... It's kinda a messy day for me

No Pressure at All

Today seems a fine day... This morning I had to go to Franco's house to help them with thier news casting project... I had to be there by 8:30 but arrived at 9 because of the terrible traffic... The other groupmates arrived around 9:30-10:00... Was kinda pissed that they arrived later than me because I wasn't even part of thier group and I really was very sleepy... Another thing that kinda irritated me was that, they were having a hard time deciding which commerical to use for thier news casting... Oh come on, a simple thing like that shouldn't be pondered for more than an hour... So finally they decided then it was time to film... We finished around 1:30 then we went to school... Elaine also assigned me something to do for our religon class... I had to scan, edit and print at least 20 pictures... At first I didnt mind doing it, then I started working on it a few hours ago... *PHEW* it was tooooooooo tedious!! So I texted Elaine and told her that it was alot of work for a day (it was due for tommorow)... So I told her I'll just choose the relevant pictures so in my opinion the outcome would be better... As always Elaine "the dictator" tried to talk me out of it, but I said just leave it to me then I guess in a disappointing way she just agreed.... So that was my day, kinda irational, but I'm still standing after the storm....

I Feel Like a Kid Today

As the title says, I really do feel like a kid today! I watched two movies with my mom, the first one was Harry Potter and the second was Monsters INC.Surprisingly Harry Potter was good! At first I really protested on watching that movie because of it's hype and I really do think it's for kids. The story was really for kids but it wasn't that kiddie kiddie corny stuff... You know what I mean... It was quite fun watching it but I better not tell the people in my class, because they know that I'll never watch that movie *hehehe* it's kinda like a dark secret.... Monsters INC. was the movie I really wanted to watch... I've been a fan of Pixar's works (Toy Story 1&2 and A Bugs Life) They really know how to make good CGI animation! It was a funny and touching story, *hehehe* my mom even cried in the ending! Well that was my day, spent it all in the mall, but it was fun! It's just like being a kid again!

Hostages Secured!

Hey this is what I was trying to post up here! Some still pictures of our video yesterday for our project I was mentioning two days ago!! Everything went smoothly and we looked so cool!!! Check me out (green fatigues) in the foreground! Can I pass for SWAT? hahahaha!!! Mannn wish I had that gun!

Oops!

Sorry for the broken link below! It's suppose to be a picture from my yahoo briefcase, I couldn't link it so I might just get hosted so I can put pics here!

Loong Weekend

Man it really feels like saturday today but it's just Friday! I have to do my proj tom in my blockmates house... We are going to do a mock hostage rescue on video! I'm looking foward to it because in a way I'm living my dream of being part of the SWAT team like in the states... I know I know it's lame laugh all you want! But you must admit it really must be exciting being SWAT...

Fixing Up

Well almost completed my needed files for downloading... Right now I'm downloading mp3's to make a cd! I'm in the mood for Female Singers so the CD is full of them... I'm still trying to think of more female artists or females who front thier bands hmmmmmmmm Think think think! And oh yeah guess you noticed the banner of the World Aids Day thing... Hmmmmmm? What made me participate? I guess Aids is really a serious disease and we just take it for granted..... I really do hope they find a cure for it...

On-Line FINALLY

WOO HOOOOOOOOOOO I'm back online finally!!! I missed being online, missed using the computer, I MISSED EVERYTHING!!!! FINALLY ITS BACK!!!! I'm downloading some stuff right now so I'm not really into writting!! I might post something up later!! AGAIN WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHOOOO IM BACK BABY!!!!

Being Aware

Just participated at this Link and Think... Its about World AIDS day on Dec. 1 Hope you guys can join also!

Off-Line till further notice

I've been offline since last wednsday... I'm waiting for my computer parts because they are damn deffective!!! I wasn't able to do anything really in the house for the past few days! I've go no internet, my PS2 is busted again (but planning to sell the piece of shit) and I'm not able to talk to Queenie on the phone because either she is too busy or she is talking to someone else... It's just boooooring at home!! I hope the new parts will come by this week!! I'm doing all my surfing in school and I'm also writting it from here... Guess my next post will be on wed again and hoefully I'll be back online on thursday!

Tired of Living

For the past few days I just feel so tired... Tired of living and maybe tired of hoping.... I don't know why I've been feeling like this..... It's just weird that I feel so depressed... As if that there was no more hope for me..... Man it's really scary....