Beated up day


Today at the gym, while having my usualy kickboxing routine, my stupid right ankle acted up again and after when I came home, my upper back was sore. Was suppose to lift with Doy in the afternoon, but decided to give myself a rest because of my back problem. Man this sucks. So I just stayed in the whole afternoon doing nothing but watch some DVDs and anime which I leeched of from the net. Again, nothing interesting as usual. Also decided not to text Marian today, I might be bothering her already too much, since I texted her almost every day last week hehehe. So today, I tried my hardest not to touch the phone and send her a message. I just hope I know what I'm doing....

Fatigued beyond reason


After having a hard workout this morning, I decided to stay home tonite because my energy level hasen risen back to normal. I've been feeling very lethargic the whole day and I guess it's because of the gym today. Tomorrow will be a very painful day (literally). I just hope it won't be that bad, since tomorrow will be our grad practice! Besides getting my ass kicked by the gym, nothing interesting happened to me today. Although, I texted Marian to ask her out for tomorrow night. Unfortunately, she has plans with her folks, but being the persistent prick that I am, I asked her if she wants hook up after? Still yet to get her reply, but most probably I think she will say no. I hope she doesn't take this the wrong way 8(. I just can't help spending time with her. There's something really special about her that draws me into her, but I still can't put my finger on it. Oh well, I hope God up there hears my prayers tonite and I hope I didn't screw up this time...

Finally, Something intersting has finally happend!


It's been quite awhile since I wrote up something here, so I decided, out of total boredom. I shall let my blog live again. Anyways, quick recap! My folks just got back last tuesday. Mom is defenitely still pissed at me for not attending our family friend's wedding and I've been still going to the gym alot! So, what's all this "something interesting has finally happend" thingy? Well I met this girl in the gym (Do I hear any cheering?) and she's really nice! I think we are getting along pretty well. I've gone out with her twice already and I'm hoping to ask her out again this saturday (I just hope she does go with me). It seems that I can't get enough of her and everytime we go out, I just don't want the day to end. Hehe oh well, here I go again! Being all sentimental and crap. Sigh, just hope this time it won't be a disaster. So goodluck to me and let's just see what happens...

Living alone and I'm still alive!


My folks are still out of the country and I'm kinda enjoying the fact that I have the house to myself and be able to go where-ever and come home any time I want. Although I don't abuse it as much, it still is a comforting fact. Nothing really new to add, been going about my daily business, gym the come home and do whatever. I'm still thinking on what to do tomorrow. Although I'll be hanging out with dave tomorrow night, in the morning and afternoon, I'm still thinking of what to do. Oh well, as always, I'll just do whatever...

Woke up and tried to remeber last night


I'm even not sure what time I came home last night, but definitely I know I made it back home. I was so smashed last night, it was lucky I was able drive back home. It always suprises me that I'm always able to get home no matter how much I drink (but I should limit myself when I know I'm driving). Oh well, despite that, everything is good. Had a fun time last night, had a lot of laughs and I guess I said alot of stupid things. My parents are out of the country so I guess I could come home anytime I want 8). It's been quite some time since they left me here in the house alone. And always, I keep on having mixed emotions when they are away. It's like that I'm free to do stuff and go where ever, but on the other hand, it's quite lonely here in the house being alone, but I guess it's ok since I'm used to it now.

It's a lazy sunday today, still thinking on what to do today, but I think I'll stop thinking, because my head is still throbbing from my hangover. I'll just do what I'm good at, being a bum 8).

It's memorial day today also! Remeber the vets of D-DAY! They deserve it!

Nice Drive Home


Basically today, I hung out with Dave and Jeelai and saw the Harry Potter movie. The movie wasn't that bad and I kinda enjoyed it, just like the 2nd movie. Then we all hung out in Dave's house and I had dinner there. I missed Dave's Mom! Haven't seen her for the longest time. Well late into the night Doy and Karen decided to drop by after watching Harry Potter also. We sat around had a beer and made "kuwento". Then before going home, Dave's mom also chatted with us a little bit and after 30 mins or so we said our good-byes and Doy,Karen and Jeelai road my car and we were headed home. After dropping Jeelai off, Doy and Karen we're talking about their future. Marriage and stuff etc etc... Suddenly for some stupid reason, that made me kinda depressed. Well I know that there should be no rush in getting into a relationship because I'm still young and stuff. But I'm just scared that, what if I'm no longer "young" anymore. Will I still be able to find my significant other? Or grow old and die alone? Sigh, I guess I should be thinking of something else. I mean I don't even have a job for crying out loud. I need to get my priorities straight first. I just hope everything will fall into it's place when the time comes. And for now, I should just enjoy what I have now and nothing more...

WiFi Woes


Finally after moving around the router around my room, trying find the right spot, etc etc. My dad finally decided to set the 2nd computer in their room, because if we're going to put it on the guest room, I'm forced to put the router outside my room and make everything look ugly :(. But luckily, my room is just below my folk's room. So the signal is able to reach downstairs. Already finished downloading the necessesary updates for windows, got the firewall and virus scanner up and running. So I hope my mom will be pleased on using this computer and at the same time protected from the insanity of the internet.

Speaking of insanity, last night felt like one. Long story, don't really feel like elaborating it, all I can say is, I'm just glad everyone was cool with it after.


Note to self: Remeber to think always!

Two Days After (as said by my cousin)


After watching The Day After Tomorrow my cousin said, why not just name it Two Days After? He does bring up an interesting point! Anyways, the movie was ok. Talked about how the world will end, big flood in New York, yada yada yada. Typical Disaster movie, but nevertheless, cool to watch!

I also have to bring this up, it's funny that two of my girl buddies, went through the same agonizing event, which is to break up with their significant other. In a way it's kinda funny that they did it almost exactly the same day, and both of them wanted to tell me about it. So who made me a certified shrink hehehe! Well, I really don't mind listening to their problems. I know it hurts more if you don't let out the pain, so I'm always all ears to them, hands-down. It now makes me feel lucky that I'm not in a relationship now, but of course that was just then, I still don't mind if I get to hook up with someone though, that is, if anybody would like to....

Right now I'm hungry!


Stupid title for my blog, can't think of any good phrase to sum up my day, so I thought I'd just put down what I'm feeling right now, which is obviously my hunger! Guess dinner didn't satisfy me and I thought I ate reasonably enough to feel full, but apparently my metabolism caught up with me. So Right now, I'm trying to think on what I can eat. I hope theres some fruit downstairs or something healthy, because I'll faint face down and my keyboard and be waking up tomorrow feeling like an ass.

Again, today wasn't more interesting than yesterday. Did my usual day routine, Gym, shower, eat! Saw a couple of episodes of Alias again and decided to watch School of Rock the movie which I really wanted to watch a month ago. It reminded me so much of me having the dream of being in a band and performing in front of alot of people. Glad I was able to do it during my high school years and definitely, those were really the days. Music is one thing I can never let go of. I mean it's just having that kind of passion for it is just that you can't put it in words. You have to feel it for yourself to know what I'm talking about (but I guess you must be wondering by now what I'm babbling). I still try to play with my guitar more often than enough. And everytime I strum simple melodies with it, something spontaneous, it's just that joy of creative freedom I get hearing what I play. I just wish I could have been better, doing more complex chords and scales, but alas, me being too ignorant and lazy to learn has set my bar of capabilties. I'm not saying that I'm unsatisfied with my current level now, I just wish I could be better that's all. Oh well, nevertheless, I still love playing with my guitar and will still continue to write songs from my heart (which is always in pieces for some reason). In some ways it serves as my anchor, something to keep me still and calm, when I'm being pushed away from sanity. Just wish that I'll still have time doing the thing I love. I don't expect to be good at it, I just expect to be good enough for me...

Nothing Much Today


Today was pretty typical. Went to the gym, had my kickboxing training then did some weights after (which drained me btw), then went home and ate my lunch. Saw a couple of episodes of Alias. Had a facial, then continued watching Alias. Had dinner, then had a good long game of Never Winter Nights with Jed and now I'm writting my blog and thinking of what to type up next. I mean like anything interesting happens during my day. Man it's 1:30 in the morning, I think I'm going to hit the sack and feel sore when I get up. So that was my day, plain, simple and boring. This is not a rant btw, there's just no other adjectives that I can think of to describe my day...

One more picture of me looking like an ass (or donkey :D)



Me and the poster @ the Power Plant cinema

Me Looking Dumb



Hey look its Shrek™

Taken @ PowerPlant McDo

More Bed Weather


It's still raining up today, which is really ok actually. A refreshing change from the heat of summer and now we enter the rainy months, although it came a little too early, but who cares? I'm tired of the heat and I guess the rest of the country is too.

Again, enough of the weather (this ain't no weather blog hehe)

Last night we saw Shrek 2 @ Power Plant and it was really a fun movie. Karen also brought her Shrek™ ears merchandise and dared me to wear it from the food court up to the movie house. I did, and all I can say is, it was a fairly unique experience. Haha people staring at you left and right. Kids going "uy si Shrek o!" is kinda cool and so fucking embarrassing at the same time. But it's all in the name of good fun so I really don't mind. I mean it's what I live for! To act stupid I mean. Oh yeah and about Yahna, it's good that we didn't see her last night. She was suppose to meet up with Hanna in the mall, but apparently, Hanna still didn't want to see Yahna. So PHEW I'm never going to make the same mistake of asking her out again. So that was my weekend, it almost turned into a catastrophe, but I glad it didnt...

Strange weather we're having


It's been raining for the past few days now. Finally the heat is dying down, but surprisingly, I think I'm going to miss it. Heat = Summer and Summer = Fun! But come to think of it, my summer this year was really plain. Oh well, I know I'm not going to miss the heat! Although the rain could be a bit of a hassle, as long as it's not going to pour, I'm cool with it!

Enough of the weather

Nothing much to add about my life. Oh wait lemme change that, I asked Yahna to go out with me tomorrow. Ok and before you say anything let me explain first. Ok the reason behind why I asked her to go out tomorrow with me is that, she hasn't seen her good friend (also mine!) Hanna. And Hanna for some reason Hanna was angry at her at a time, but now I think it's ok ok with her to see Yahna now. So to make the long story short, I bravely volunteered to ask Yahna out so that she could see Hannalou! I hope tomorrow night works out! And I hope I'm not making a mistake either hehehe oh well, Good LUCK to me....

@ the beach last march!


Me, Richie and someone (lying down behind me) @ the beach in batangas last march! You can tell I was burnt up really well 8(

Haunting Dreams (well it ain't that scary actually :D)


It's weird that 2 nights ago, Yahna was in my dream. I vaguely remeber any details about the dream but all I can say is she was there and at one point she was sleeping, while I was beating the shit out of someone (2nd or 3rd time I was beating somone up in my dream hehe). And last night another girl from my past was in my dream. In this one, I think I was walking around an airport or trainstation or something, then I saw her pass by and gave a wave to her and that's it. After that I can't recall what happend in my dream. So I'm really dying to know what all these weird dreams mean. Oh well whatever it is I hope it's a good omen, because I can't afford any mishaps with women anymore...

So I'm trying out the new program from Blogger that let's you send pictures in an instant. No more need of the hassle of what HTML code to type when to resize a picture etc, etc... I guess this new feature will encourage me to upload more pictures to my blog! Heheh let's just see what whacky stuff I'll put up here!

P.S.
It's me and Dave in the picture, apparently waving our fingers around or something 8)
 

Nothing new to add

I just took a nice warm shower (always nice after a good workout :D) and now I'm thinking of watching a movie reccomended by my dad. It's an old WWII flick called The Longest Day. Supposed to be about the whole D-DAY operation, and me being a WWII buff, I'm really curious on seeing the movie. That's about it I guess? Nothing interesting has been happening to me lately. Better that than getting stressed over something I guess....

Moved back to blogspot AGAIN!

Well I tried to give my blog another major face-lift, so I tried using the pre-made templates available @ Blogger but my stupid web space provider had some conflicts with the template code. I tried my hardest to debug the site to see if I can salvage it, but alas, Bravepages forced me to move back here to be able to use the new template. The old look was kinda bland and I think after 2 years of a stale looking blog, I really think it needed a facelift. But I'm really happy with the new look. It makes everything easier to look at and the interface is really good too. Nice and simple (just like the author of this blog :D). I hope I won't be encountering anymore problems in the future, because debugging really sucks (trust me, it really does!) :(...

Almost the end of Summer (but not for me :D)

Ok so it's already may, my cousin is already back from the states and soon my future cousin in-law will be back tomorrow and of course my good friend, Stip will be back on tuesday. Vacation's over, school will be almost soon for them, and for me, I still don't know what I'll be doing in June. Most probably will make plans for my trip for Aussie. Oh yeah my folks will be out of the country during June, but damn all my friends have school so that will be probably interesting. I've been literally doing nothing for myself, well except working out and having my kickboxing training (I got another cut on my right hand again, so that makes it 3 cuts from hitting the bag), but besides that, as I said, life has been pretty repetative. But I really don't mind. I get to do what I want to do and nothing to hold me back. I just need to get into something interesting now. So far interesting means a new game out or a new demo to try out. Which, then again, is really ok! To sum it all up:

life = laid back + no complaints

(well having a girl will also be nice hehe but that too I really dont mind having right now). But pretty soon, I really need to think of what direction I need for my life. From experience gained so far, I just hope I wont take the wrong one...